What has been on my mind lately.....
Today I am sad for the people in Oklahoma. My heart breaks for those that lost loved ones and for those who lost their homes. It is sad to see the pictures on TV of what is left after the storm blew through the small town. It reminds me of how precious life is and how we never know how long we have on earth. It reminds me of how much we need Jesus in our lives. He is our hope when it all seems hopeless.
Lately I have been struggling with our journey to try and have children. At times I feel like it is never going to happen. I have gone from being angry, to sad, to disappointed. I know down deep inside that it will happen in God's timing, but sometimes it is hard to be patient and wait. I long for the day when we are blessed with a child. When nothing is happening it is hard to stay hopeful and trust God. I have to constantly remind myself that God is in control and that He has not forgotten about me.
I am excited and hopeful about the future of my family. I look forward to seeing where God leads us. I look forward to what God has in store for us and the new chapter that we will embark on. It is exciting to think about what the future holds. I am looking forward to the new adventures that we will take and I am excited to that later this year we can start a new chapter together as a family. I cannot wait to see where we end up and where God will lead us from there.
This is just a little of what has been on my mind lately.